Page comments Amanda, You are definitely not alone in this. There are many in our community to support you. I would recommend connecting with one of our amazing Rescue Angels from our website. You can find one that is local to where you live so that they can share resources, services and agencies that can provide support. I would also look into our Rescue Family grant program. This program provides a "jump start" to families to help treat their child's symptoms of autism using biomedical protocols. You can find more information and the application on the home page of the website as well. We wish you the best of luck in this journey, there are many options to look in to. Finding the right support is the first step. Fri, 22 Jun 2012 09:55:10 -0700 Generation Rescue Admin I am the mother of three my youngest is 4 and recently diagnosed with ASD. I am terrified,i am doing everything on my own i have no support , not through family nor doctors every bit of help i get my son i have to fight for when i ask what can i do where do i turn isnt there more i can do to fight this autism ? I just get a looked at" like well we gave you a diagnoses what more do you want " no one in the family understands plus they live so far away . where do i turn how can i heal my child how can i get people to understand that i feel like standing up and screaming "my son has autism " i am sick of when i try to explain things to people they just stare at me like im saying my son has a bad hair cut , HELP ! Wed, 20 Jun 2012 19:31:12 -0700 amanda tohill Maryann, you read my mind. I have written so many of the same feelings- not recognizing who you morphed into, not being willing to settle, and mostly the anger. I hope to someday come to healthier terms as you have as my little guy gets better. Keep fighting the good fight warrior mom! Tracy Fri, 15 Jun 2012 04:59:26 -0700 Tracy Weinstock